so 10 min ago i just got home and my little sister and i were lock out, and she is eight so my mom opens the door, and then she starts yelling about me not having my fucking keys, well bitch, me and my older brother pheara share the fucking keys and the oldest gets his own, and i left the keys with my older brother cause he will be at my step moms house,
and every little thing she either blames me or my brother never my little sis or the oldest
me and my older bro know we were mistakes, because she wanted a son and a daughter, and my bro was supposed to be the girl and that was supposed to be it but here it goes
oldest
older bro pheara
me
lil sis
My mom and i do not get along at all, i wanna bash her head in sometimes. When she yells she makes sure people outside can hear, i cant say one thing or its talking back
and she told my step mom and i couldn't go there to hang with my other half brothers (they are the eldest of us)and just a minute ago my mom just said in a calm voice "clean you're room" like hell i will it already is,
and when my mom doesn't have cigarettes, she finds every little thing to yell at us about and she doesn't even give me a penny of my child support it goes to the rent, her phone bill, and other bills, i cant say nothing because if i do my mom will be in jail, and my brothers and sis and i would be homeless,my step mom doesn't have anymore room, as a kid we lived with other family members, we almost went homeless 5 times, but i actually like my life me and my bro pheara go thru everything together except food when she buys food it mainly for them because i cant eat what they can, they eat burritos there fine, me well im in the bathroom for half the day, and my bros and sis get something on the side the oldest gets cheez-its, pheara gets candy and my lil sis gets anything, its once in a while when she gets me something but im fine with that we are poor, o and the fighting i try to keep pheara out of them seeing as he never been in a real fight he has flashy moves so he says he is a better fighter, but in real fight that shit doesn't work all i do is simplistic martial arts
i know what you're going to say "get a job"
well i cant i fucked up i have to do a program and that program is challenge academy
okay well bye